Book 11

Table of contents:

1-…if only
2-…A book and it’s cover
3-..just you and me
4-…To My Ani, My Love, My World
5-…to love you
6-…story with no end
7-…this day
8-…The one your with
9-…beauty
10-I leave it up to you..
11-…just a picture on a wall
12-just one…
13-…to feel
14-…just a thought
15-…an ocean apart
16-…Thru the fog
17-If only…
18-to be…
19- ..I wish I had told you
20-..I give you

…if only

If only I could be

The passion that I see

When I watch you talk

With so many

Knowing never could I be

That passion felt by you

Helps me finally see

What I always thought knew

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…A book and it’s cover

As the day closes its eyes

And night rules the skies

To dream of you

And write to you

Of every thought to arise

As I turn this page tonight

Awoken by the light

To think of you

And call to you

A dream far from sight

Each word a thought in ink

An image, a link

To find the thought

Now begot

A chapter on the brink

As night skies return

Words to decern

To read each line

So defined

Another page to turn

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..just you and me

Having wrote many times

Of the intricacies of Love

Dare not pretend to understand

The complexities whereof

As on a wave in the sea

Sometimes we can feel

Horizon out of sight

On the precipice of an uneven keel

When the storm ebbs

And a cool breeze takes the helm

A reflection in still water

Our image now overwhelms

On this journey with you

No other place would I be

But on the open sea of life

Just you and me

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…To My Ani, My Love, My World

Communication, always a task for me

What I mean to say

Often kept within

Till the words emerge some other day

If I allow words to flow at will

Often they are a jumbled mess

The story of most my life

An impediment I must confess

Till the day I met you

Something beautiful this way came

A soul defiant of social convention

True beauty are you one in the same

Forever humbled am I

In the presence of you each day

My soul resurrected

The only edict I could obey

As if  I’v known you

All my life

If given just one wish..

That you would be my wife

For the rest of my life

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…to love

You stir feelings

I only thought I knew

Desires seeded deep within

Only stronger do they grow

To be there with you

I would not be able to speak

Within Your beauty

My words now lost deep

Each petal calls to me

Intoxicated am I

By the aroma, the nectar

To stand I would not try

To be here at this moment

Times hands have stood still

Pulled into loves embrace

Forever sealed by loves will

To Love You

Ani

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…story with no end

How many times have you seen a painting of a rose

How many times left to discover

Yet each brush stroke

Each color and hue on the canvas

Paints a picture like no other

How many times can I write of you my love

How many times, I care not

Every time you gave your heart to me

Every smile with forgiveness

Moments in time never forgot

Yes I’ll write my words of love to you

Till the night becomes the day

And the day becomes night again

Forever this infinitude

Forever will I say

I love you Ani

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…this day

When I was much younger

I lived for tomorrow

Always looking in the past

For memories to borrow

Each day would pass

Leaving memories behind

Tomorrow another day

A future yet to find

As days became weeks

Then months into years

One dream still eludes

Left alone with my fears

Then we met one day

Though my tooth a bit long

In awe did I watch her

Sway with such grace to a song

Forever now do I live

Not for tomorrow nor yesterday

But in the magical realm

With her on this day

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…The one your with

I have no delusion

Nor confusion

Of our love

Age does certainly

Create uncertainty thereof

I need no confirmation

Nor explanation

For our love

Only the exhilaration

I feel hereof

I care not of insinuation

Nor any implication

Of our love

Age is only relative

Boundless is true Love

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…beauty

You are beauty, as

Roses bow to you

Birds sing with you

The sun shines on you

To illuminate your beauty

You beauty is reflected in the glow of the Moon

Why I howl to you every night

And raise my eyes

to such a beautiful sight…

As you

My Love

The Love of my Life

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I leave it up to you..

I saw a picture today

I don’t recognize

Through I still feel young

Just now realized

What may you think

Of this weathered old man

When we bare our souls

To each other

Is hard to understand

There are times I fear

I am holding you back

Though you reassure me so often

Of confidence so lacked

A hindrance to you

The sum of my fears

To cause you regret

Later in your years

I feel selfish, Ashamed

To need you as I do

At the cost of your youth

Would my fears come true

I don’t know what to do

Even more what to say

I leave it up to you..

And our Love to guide the way

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…just a picture on the wall

I vaguely remember

The year of that day

Familiar though it seems

As recognition fades away

Worn eyes stare back

From every angle seen

As if to say something

Just say anything

A thousand words

If only just one

But silence augurs

Regret now begun

Yes I remember the person

In that picture on the wall

A reflection never lies

To the image of us all

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Silence…

Asway with the wind

Only the flow of the quiet

Mighty, she stands

To all is defiant

At rest while we shiver

Her soul lies deep

In the warmth of the arms

Of the roots of her keep

Rings hold the memories

Long before written word

Time so recorded

Yet a word to be heard

At harmony with each note

Each measure of each beat

Her silence pure music

My life now replete

I sit here on this glen

Tall grass all around

Light slowly fading

In awe of the sound…

Of silence

Just one love to me

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…to feel you

To feel you in my soul

Not a day has passed

To feel you in my heart

Not a beat has lapsed

To feel you when I breathe

A deep breath must I take

To feel you in the morn

Just as I wake

To feel your touch

For just one day

In this dream with you

Forever would I stay

To feel it seems

A warmth that surrounds

The deepest of Love

A feeling with no bounds

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…just a thought

Patience is a virtue

Not sure what that means

Patience is a tool

The outcome do you deem

A risk is not a risk

While you have control

A laugh just a laugh

Read not from a troll

I hid any doubt

Confess, to you I do

Took years to reveal

All my cards I now show to you

To be perfect just a lie

To be yourself you can’t deny

To change your mind. Yes you can

To change your course, another plan

To speak your voice, is only your choice

A voice together, is the voice of choice

And no others

Just a thought of Love to my daughters…

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…an ocean apart

I feel you

In every beat of my heart

Every second we’re apart

In each breath I take

The moment I wake

I need you

As you give me meaning

You are never fleeting

You fulfill me every day

Forever will I stay

I long for you

As I wait for your call

Anticipation et al

Then a breath I can take

No longer to ache

I’m here for you

Till the day meets night

Will never loose sight

Though an ocean apart

I’m here for you

As you flow thru my heart

Your the blood in my veins

The air in my breath

The beat in my heart

You are a part

Of me

My Love

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…Thru the fog

My life sometimes

Spend alone in the dark

Looking for anything

A hint of a spark

What seems tangible

Soon turns into mist

From my hands it slips

Left an empty clinched fist

Without hesitation

I would have charged thru this abyss

What forces become me now

Seems my strength is amiss

To navigate this sea

With no stars nor light

Lost forever in this fog

In this cold on this night

A faint glow thru the fog

I see in this gray

A muffled voice I hear

Be calm does she say

Why she returns

Im sure you all can see

But I lack that part of understanding

Why it’s difficult for me

Forever I go off course

Only to return to this fog

Forever do I write

These words in this log

Should she tire of this stress

Myself left only to blame

Then alone forever

In the dark in the rain

I can only try

I can only trust her Love

I have nothing else

She is the moon far above

 That guides me

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If only…

How do I tell her

I’m empty without her

How do I explain

From emptiness I came

How do I show her

The love I have for her

When I cause her such pain

When I explain but in vain

Why I’m this way

Is hard to explain

Why trust eludes

Lost deep in my brain

Why I ask why

For so many years

Hoping one day

An answer appears

She gave herself to me

So unconditionally

Relentless she stays

Such a Love that never sways

If only I could tell her

I’m empty with out her

If only I could explain

My love will never wane

If only…

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To be…

Her child

Her only care

Her world

Let no one dare

Come between

The Love of three

A mothers love

A sight to see

The Only Love

Meant to be

The only bond

No man can see

A Mother’s  love

Does a child hold tight

The only love

Meant forever every night

She gives with no end

A life with one goal

To give to her child

The world

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..I wish I had told you

I wish I had told you

You have beautiful eyes

Beacons in the night

The allure of fireflies

I wish I had told you

I can’t look away

You are the glow of the moon

Lighting my way

I wish I had told you

How I’m moved as you speak

I wish I could tell you

That my knees become weak

Let me now tell you

I think we should talk

Maybe an email a message

Or on a trail as we walk

I wish you would tell me

This minute on this day

You feel as I do

Then here I will stay

In the words that we say

To eachother

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…I give you

Should I tell you I love you

On this September day

Should I wait another second

Or find another way

Should I tell you I love you

As the hand has moved again

Another second another minute

Another hour with no end

Should I tell you now

Is the time right to say

Should I wait

Should I wait

I can’t wait another day

Happiness, you give

You make my life whole

Forever in debt

 I give you my heart and soul

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